Those who know me know “Percy Boy”, my little rescue pup. Percy is a Pug/Chihuahua mix, who accepted me into his life after a long search that started in June 2009. I had always had dogs as a child, and my ex-wife and my two sons loved them as well. Dogs were thus always part of the family, and all but one were found at local dog rescues. But as a single individual, I missed having dogs terribly and felt that even though I worked full time I could provide a good, loving space to one in need of a Forever Home, especially with a good dog sitter to give him breaks daily until I arrived back home each day. While there was no special breed or size I was looking to find, for some reason I found myself searching on “Chihuahua mixes” despite my childhood tastes for larger breeds.
The first few dogs I met through my searches with weren’t a good fit for one reason or another. The one’s from puppy mills were horribly traumatized, and would best be paired with someone that would be home full time. Others were aggressive with me or other dogs, and given I was working full time, again, they would need a lot of attention that I couldn’t adequately provide. And others, well, we just didn’t gel.



As I write this, Percy is struggling to hang onto life. One morning several years ago, Percy got out of the dog bed that resides next to mine in the master bedroom, and was walking very stiffly and holding his head stationary in an odd position. This was followed by several rounds of vomiting yellow mucous and nearly constant diarrhea that prompted a quick trip to the vet in between his purging. An examination and tests indicated that he had a flare-up in his pancreas, and the vet indicated the diagnosis, while not immediately dire, could prove fatal if not watched carefully. She suggested that I find a dog food that he could tolerate well after pretty much thumbing his nose at much of what was put in front of him after that, and thus, began an odyssey to finding and improved daily diet from the can. Nevertheless, after the first episode, he seemed to get a continuing set of flare-ups each year no matter what he ate and the vet finally attributed his affliction to a probable viral factor driving the disease. There was little I could do but manage his health and comfort each time the pancreatitis occurred, and be diligent about keeping his diet steady and bland.

Oddly enough, as I was writing the draft for this blog entry, he stood up shakily on his own without encouragement, and looked at me funny. On a whim, I got up and quickly boiled some chicken strips, cut them up into tiny pieces and mixed them all with rice and offered a heaping teaspoon of it in a bowl. He took it down quickly and promptly went back to sleep. Hope. It’s a good sign, although he’s not out of the woods yet. Six hours later and two more heaping teaspoons, followed by naps in between these tiny meals, it’s clear the next 24 will really be the pivot point.
During these times, it’s hard for me to quell the dreadful thoughts about the possibility of losing my
little friend, my Percy Boy, especially now that doggy old age is a reality. It’s never clear who owns who, and I just mentally think I’m privileged to provide him company. As I said before, my life is built around him daily, and since retiring in October 2016, he’s been my constant companion as we wander the house or 3 acres of rural property in north central Maryland. Up until a month or two ago, he used to sleep in the master bedroom next to me in his own little bed, but stopped doing so I think due to arthritis and his shaky legs. During the day he is usually quite active and puppy-like playful at times but I surmise by evening he’s a bit stiff with age, and running up the steps to the bedroom isn’t in his game plan any more.
As mentioned he is also hard of hearing nowadays or a very good actor, but still, we spend many an hour on the front porch or patio, just watching things go by from our command perches. Any errant bird, rabbit or God forbid a dreaded squirrel comes into his range of vision, as that starts a chase that is surprising for his age, and amazing he still respects the property boundary he was trained to observe. I still chuckle at his attempt to chase a Great Blue Heron that landed 30 feet in front of us one day, and the chase that followed as the startled bird struggled to gain height as he closed in with turbos blazing. He is a good dog. Man I love him.
As always, I am hopeful this latest episode follows all the previous patterns, and while his advancing age isn’t a help, the fact that he ate something on day 3 admittedly reduced my anxiety level 10-fold. Despite a long line of puppies that preceded him and were loved hard, Percy and I are different, the true human/dog link, that bond that makes us pack brothers. I can’t imagine life without him, and it’s hard to remember life before him. When the time comes, Heaven truly will have a new angel. I hope that when my own time comes, he’s the one to greet me, to sit once again on the porch and hold court. Percy and I, Brothers. Just a boy and his dog.
[EDIT: Percy died a year later in August 2018. I held him in my arms at the vet while he was administered a path to the Rainbow Bridge. I cried more that day than I have in my entire life. I think his spirit helped me find two more Chihuahua mixes that needed forever homes: Leo and Penny. I'll be forever grateful for his love. And saving my life. That is another story.]
Be well…
Be well…